I can't deal with all this crap anymore. School sucks and everone there is an absolute freakin moron and I hate them. Most of my friends haven't been around for the last 6 months and it's getting crappy without them. The stuff I thought I liked actually sucks more than I ever thought it possible and my job is stupid.

I can't take this anymore. I hate school it's really boring. I can't stand most of the people I'm around their ignorant and annoying. And I haven't talked to most of my friends in like 5 months. I really friekin miss em and am pissed that they're not around anymore.

Ken Yehi Ratzon

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Advice from a friend and my response

Her advice: "Reach for the moon even if you fail you're among the stars."

My response: "Set your goals low. Even if you fail you won't want to kill youself"

Hadran Alecha Megillah Nikreis

Thats right I finsished the first perek of maseches megillah tonight.

Wohoo!!!

Woa Cool

The Rabbi sent me an e-mail asking me to be on of his eidim for some guy to deliver a gett on Sunday.

I'm wicked excited. Is that normal?

If you wanna help cheer me up send your Ed Fan Club dues to DM. I need the money.

Ok so I finally got a phone call. That part of the night got a little better. But I'm still mad at everyhting else. Especially self-rightous judgemental people who think they can tell me what to do.

Where to start. Let's see. I spent a ton of time working on a program and got absolutley no credit at all. I love it when useless annoying people take the credit for the hard work of a few smart people. It really blows. I totally got screwed over this weekend. When it was convienient for someone to have me worry about the details it was my problem. The rest of the time I was relagated to something as useful as a stapler it was a great great feeling. What a load of crap.


I'm like why should I bother staying, if I'm just gonna get crapped on. Even though I know I'm not gonna leave cause I don't want to let the people depending on me down it might be worth leaving just to let the people above me know how stupid useless and dependent they are. Doug basically told me to get used to it though cause it's the way of the world and pretty soon I'll be the big shot screwing over the little people.

Then when I went to complain to someone They're like ya we'll deff talk about it tonight,. Well tonights here and of course I didn't get a call. If this person claims I'm so important why does something always come up when I need them to be there for me. I'm always there for people and noone is ever there when I need them it really blows.

I'm also tired of people thinking it's their place in life to tell me what I do wrong and how to fix myself. Why do some people feel like they have the right to tell me how to be a better person. I didn't ask for the advice and don't really want to constantly here it either.

I wonder if anything will ever go right again

Funny Story

A real funny story. We're having a chapter shabbaton this weekend and our advisors family was going to leave town. His six year old daughter wanted to stay in New Haven. Her father tried to explain to her that there would be no kids her age.


Her Respone "What about Ed?"

I love it!

More People are a waste of space

I hate people who think I'm useless. They're idiots and it pisses me off that I have to work with them. What sux more is I can't tell them what I really think of them!

I was gonna post something really funny this afternoon and now I forgot what I was gonna post. I guess it wasn't that funny.I had to work for 6 hours as a mashgiach today it was so boring. But I made good money and there was very little for me to do. Yay eaasy money!

NCStupidY

NERVOUS!

I havta recite this poem in Spanish tommorow that I'm supposed to memorize. Suffice to say I don't know it all that well and I'm really nervous about it. I also think the whole project is stupid and that my teacher shouldn't give out pointless projects like this. I'm not in memorization class I'm in Spanish. I don't really want to learn the language I could care less but you need a language for colleges and this one ahd openings sophmore year!

Whats really bothering me is why I alsways get so nervous before I ahve to speak. I feel like I'm gonna pass out or whatever and then I do an amazing job. ALWAYS! Why am I so nervous if I always do well? Shouldn't that wear off?

And oh ya we got lost on some dead end street tonight it was annoying. And NYPD Blue is off the air now. I really liked that show but it's over after 12 years. Its funny the way you get so wrapped up in pointless shows.

OK I'm rambling now. When I get tired I start talking shtus but most of it is perfectly sensible and stuff I should say when I'm not this tired. It's almost like I'm drunk and all my feelings come out all at once? AAAA Ok I'm gonna try to stop waxing philisophic now. WHAT A PHRASE WAXING! Iused the words habitual truent in a sentence yesterday. Ariela was impressed. She thought they were big words!


LALALALALLALALALALALALALALA
BELELELELELELELLE

OK IM DONE!

Stupid People and A Funny Day

Stupidity should be made illegal and all stupid people should be taken out back and shot. The definition of stupidity is stil up in the air but we'll decide soon.

Onto the funny day. Had a 2 hr snow delay today. Then I had no teachers in school. Why did I go? My friend Rich told me yesterday he made a snowman then 5 other snowmen came running with machine guns and started shooting his it was funny.

Then my good friend DM congratulated me for getting into OD. He said it would go into the anals of history. Was he calling me a butthead or a smart @$$?!

We had a snowball fight in math class. A bunch of us grabbed the snow collected on the window sills and went to throw it at the sub but he ducked adn we hit the Assistant Principal instead!

What a day!

Clarification

I don't dislike most mitzvos! There are a few that I find extremely annoying and wouldn't mind doing away with and there are probably a bunch I don't even know about yet like the shoe thing?! What I was annoyed about was this woman thought I was her personal clerk. She didn't say please or thank you or anything else she just expected me to do her bidding.


I found it rude.

Theres a shul shabbaton this week is that as corny as I think it is?